i need to get out more

have you ever been watching tv and realized that there are things you will probably never do.

i have a feeling i will never:
climb a mountain, be a pro athlete, hopefully never be “that guy”, understand myself, understand anyone, be someone’s brand of heroin, look back on 30-40+ years of a wonderful marriage…

shame, is it not? one should never regret, but it doesn’t mean you can’t think about what might have been.